Friday, October 9, 2009


I just love love to go out Dancing!!!! But 80's dancing is by far the best. Me and Amy would go dancing almost every Thursday when we lived together, and I am glad we still go in our new life!!! Shelby and her friend Sarah, were such a blast! And some people even thought I was 21 lol lol lol! Okay, okay the wig helps.

Reese helps me get ready, she is just so darn cute!

Hot pink lips, an 80's must!
Killer boots man!, Actually I love these!

The cars loved us! Just some Crazy 20 year olds lol

Sunday, October 4, 2009


Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying

And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in it's absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them

Hey Guys what a Lazy Sunday!!! I finished a whole book, ran around with the girls and swoop, they are both passed out on my bed right now, I bought them Pocahontas and we've watched it all day! I am so sick of it! Dexter season 4 started and I am making myself a salad and watching it, but since I pretty much had zero activity i'm not the least bit tired! I hate lonely nights, I feel i can get through the day but then my nights just drag sometimes, I bought this lavender sleep pillow mist for Bath and Body and ya its not helping! I suppose I could Tylenol PM it tonight but it makes me super groggy in the morning. Not that I have anything tomorrow morning! I love the crispness in the air! Just wish it was a little warmer!

Saturday, October 3, 2009


Jared had his birthday on tuesday, it was a white trash party! So much fun, My black eye and all!

So my goal has been to cut back on my sexual humor, and I've been doing very well actually, but something like this I CAN'T HELP MYSELF, I was laughing so hard when this was sent to me!! Just let yourself laugh because ya its that funny, you need to turn of my music the balloon sounds are the best part!!!

Thursday, October 1, 2009


I saw this couple making out in there truck in the Target parking lot and I wanted to Bash there faces in!!! It was so sweet, he had both hads on her face like he couldn't get enough of her. And then they just rested against each others foreheads(yes I sat and watched, why bit of a masochist I suppose) they were talking like that for awhile and I imagined what i'd say to Tomas, That I just want to her my name out of his mouth, our breathe mingling together, just his smell! Blah I really miss the guy! BUt had a good day! Getting exited for Halloween putting up decor tommorow! And also, I remember last year doing this and it doens't seem that long ago, so hopefully the year will go like that!