Tuesday, June 16, 2009

*&#$%^@!@#$!

I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIS SONG EVERY MORNING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY IS MARRIAGE SO HARD FOR ME SOMETIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY CAN'T I BE THE AMAZING JAYCI THAT IS IN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY IS MY FAMILY HAVING TO GO THROUGH THIS DEPLOYMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COULD THERE BE MORE TEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COULD THERE BE MORE SMILES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL IN ONE DAMN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW DID I GET SO LUCKY TO HAVE TOMAS??????????????????????????????
HHHHHHHEEEEEEELLLLPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But hey guys I GOTTA FEELING THAT TONIGHT'S GOING TO BE A GOOD NIGHT!

8 comments:

Ali said...

Jayci let me just say that once in a crazy time long ago I got to know a girl really well in college was fierce!! and that girl was you! There will never ever be another Jayci! You are truly so unique! I love you and I know life is sooo entirely shitty sometimes, but you DO deserve Toe-mas.. (not Thomas..hee hee) I am in a funk similar to this too. We gotta get ourselves out. How I have no friggen idea. But You are awesome and don't forget that.. OK!! and yes we need to get together more often! ;) If you ever need me i get off of work at five o'clock monday-through Friday. OK! :) P.s thanks for introducing me to the Beyonce Halo song! i LOOVE IT :) xoxox

Amy Lou said...

I thought you would like this song! Just remember our chat from the other day... I recall my twitter update stated this on June 11th...

"it's the friends that enjoy drinks from 7-11 while driving around with you so you can deliver resumes... THAT MATTER :) Today is good!!!"

I love you chica - You are one tough cookie!

Jules said...

Hey babe, yeah I love this song, everytime Target has the commercial with it I always dance to it. So sounds like life has just been really tough lately, I know the feeling. I know moving was the right thing, but freak it has been so depressing here. But aside from that you and I need to chat and catch up. Miss and love ya, call me anytime.

Astrid Ledet said...

My Beautiful Baby 1st Girl, Remember TIME FLIES...it really, really does and before you know it Tomas will be back...Take this next year to reflect on good things..baby ur babies and someone very special to me once said "God will never give you more than you can handle" Love, GRAMMIE:)

Tiffany said...

I can't even begin to imagine all of the emotions your family is going through at this time. My heart is just wrenching for you, but something tells me that you've got some serious balls baby and you're gonna be just fine. If not, we'll find a way to sneak you and the girls overseas! Hang in there baby girl!

kristina said...

I love you girl. Sure been thinking about ya A TON..

Devin and Brooke said...

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Kati said...

Jace! I am so sorry (and I am not really sure sorry is the right word...) that you and your girls have to go through the deployment. It is hard and if I could press fast forward in your life, I would. You are a very strong, determined girl who I believe can get through anything if you have your heart in it. I am not saying it will be easy, but it will be worth it. You already know that, but keep your chin up and smiling your beautiful smile! I miss you too! A while ago I had tried to get on your blog and it said you had gone private. I missed checking up on a great friend. Now it seems I hardly ever get on the darn computer- my social life on it is dead right now :) I still want to jet over to the Thaksgiving Point Farm with you some time! You are awesome!